Tomorrow morning I begin my new job. Assistant Manager at MyPoints.com. I am excited, but also am I finding I am nervous. I so much want to avoid what happened last time. Even though that wasn't, and still isn't in my control, it's not something I want to encounter again. And tonight as I sit, on the eve of this new beginning, I have realized that I have been spending all day avoiding appropriate outlets for my nervousness. I could write. Or practice. But I don't have energy. I haven't for a while. I feel depleted. Used up. Dry. But only in a physical sense. Which scares me in a real way. If you know me well, you know why. Especially since I'm starting a new job. Please be praying with me that this physical tiredness does not mean what it could mean. I really need to be at my best in the next weeks to come for this new phase of my life.
Jeremiah 29:11-13
Back in college, in 2004 when blogging was hardly even a thing yet, I was here. Blogging before blogging meant anything to anyone. You can look in the archives for my past writings, but it was much more like a journal in the past. When we started fundraising, I messed around with the idea of launching something new for this new phase of our journey but actually hated that idea. I am a sum of all of my life and so much of it is here already. So I'm keeping it here. At least for now.
My main focus these days is blogging about our newest journey into the bizarre and wonderful world of gestational surrogacy. Posts dated 2013 and forward will trend heavily toward that journey. I don't promise everything I write will be about though. There might be other things that sneak in occasionally.
Please come along our journey with us. As the saying goes, "The more, the merrier!"
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