Back in college, in 2004 when blogging was hardly even a thing yet, I was here. Blogging before blogging meant anything to anyone. You can look in the archives for my past writings, but it was much more like a journal in the past. When we started fundraising, I messed around with the idea of launching something new for this new phase of our journey but actually hated that idea. I am a sum of all of my life and so much of it is here already. So I'm keeping it here. At least for now.

My main focus these days is blogging about our newest journey into the bizarre and wonderful world of gestational surrogacy. Posts dated 2013 and forward will trend heavily toward that journey. I don't promise everything I write will be about though. There might be other things that sneak in occasionally.

Please come along our journey with us. As the saying goes, "The more, the merrier!"

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

confirmation

Going through what I am, she said, would make a "healthy" person feel less than wonderful. Add onto that the autoimmune deficiency and it's no wonder then. No wonder at all. And I didn't need a doctor to tell me what my body has been for weeks. But it's been confirmed. Of a flare indeed I am on the cusp. The good news is that the tests are all okay. So as always - if it doesn't get better that means, she says (and I already know) it will only get worse. And then, or if, or when . . . the mysteries in this all remain untold. I'm left again to guess at every turn - what will tomorrow hold? At every moment wondering what the next will bring. This confirmation means little because I already knew but there is so much I do not know.

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