Back in college, in 2004 when blogging was hardly even a thing yet, I was here. Blogging before blogging meant anything to anyone. You can look in the archives for my past writings, but it was much more like a journal in the past. When we started fundraising, I messed around with the idea of launching something new for this new phase of our journey but actually hated that idea. I am a sum of all of my life and so much of it is here already. So I'm keeping it here. At least for now.

My main focus these days is blogging about our newest journey into the bizarre and wonderful world of gestational surrogacy. Posts dated 2013 and forward will trend heavily toward that journey. I don't promise everything I write will be about though. There might be other things that sneak in occasionally.

Please come along our journey with us. As the saying goes, "The more, the merrier!"

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

how it starts

tense muscels. tightnesses that can't be explained. light-floaty feelings that don't really end. then there is the forgetfullness. mostly worst when driving in familiar places that suddenly seem all wrong. the stabbing pains. the moments where I can't seem to catch my breath. the restless nights. and a mallet like thud at the base of my brain. the beginning always makes me forget that there is always an end. for this is how it starts.

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