He asked if everything sounded okay to me. I told him the only thing I'm not okay with is that he's actually using it. I said I'd get over it in a year. He replied with "good" and his tone was neither accepting or dismissive of my self-slamming behavior. Why I do that is beyond me.
This weekend was busy already and now I get to rewrite my first script. It's exciting, but also intimidating. I'm going to be "published on stage." Yes, I know most people call that "produced" but I'm so not ready for that term. I'm still reeling from the fact that this is not in his waste paper basket. So I made up my own term - "published on stage" (I like it) - and I'm trying desperately to comfort myself with the fact that "it's only AXIS." It's important to be comfortable you know.
But I suppose that without comfort there would be no need for growth. And then, there really would be no point for Joshua in the first place.
Back in college, in 2004 when blogging was hardly even a thing yet, I was here. Blogging before blogging meant anything to anyone. You can look in the archives for my past writings, but it was much more like a journal in the past. When we started fundraising, I messed around with the idea of launching something new for this new phase of our journey but actually hated that idea. I am a sum of all of my life and so much of it is here already. So I'm keeping it here. At least for now.
My main focus these days is blogging about our newest journey into the bizarre and wonderful world of gestational surrogacy. Posts dated 2013 and forward will trend heavily toward that journey. I don't promise everything I write will be about though. There might be other things that sneak in occasionally.
Please come along our journey with us. As the saying goes, "The more, the merrier!"
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