I have missed this part of my routine. It's amazing to me how used to typing on a silly online format I've become. I hardly write in my regular journal anymore - and am currently evaluating whether I appreciate that reality. But I'm back to blogging.
I've been without internet on a consistent basis for nearly a month. Hard to believe that September got away from me. Green Day has a song for that though. And yes, it's true what they say, " . . . seven years has gone so fast. . . "
Nothing is like it was in August. Nothing is like it will be in October. Tomorrow is the last day of September and in some ways I'm glad to see the month go. It feels as though I've been living in someone's nightmare, waiting for a wake up call that missed it's alarm. But each morning when I hear the buzzing in my head and am beckoned to another day of facing what I know all too wall to be reality. And no matter how much I wish it were someone else's nightmare, or maybe a script in which I merely played a part, it involves all of me. And still I go on as though September will end and somewhere between what is real and what is not someday I dream, for seven years, to be normal again.
But for now, I'm back to blogging.
Back in college, in 2004 when blogging was hardly even a thing yet, I was here. Blogging before blogging meant anything to anyone. You can look in the archives for my past writings, but it was much more like a journal in the past. When we started fundraising, I messed around with the idea of launching something new for this new phase of our journey but actually hated that idea. I am a sum of all of my life and so much of it is here already. So I'm keeping it here. At least for now.
My main focus these days is blogging about our newest journey into the bizarre and wonderful world of gestational surrogacy. Posts dated 2013 and forward will trend heavily toward that journey. I don't promise everything I write will be about though. There might be other things that sneak in occasionally.
Please come along our journey with us. As the saying goes, "The more, the merrier!"
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