Back in college, in 2004 when blogging was hardly even a thing yet, I was here. Blogging before blogging meant anything to anyone. You can look in the archives for my past writings, but it was much more like a journal in the past. When we started fundraising, I messed around with the idea of launching something new for this new phase of our journey but actually hated that idea. I am a sum of all of my life and so much of it is here already. So I'm keeping it here. At least for now.

My main focus these days is blogging about our newest journey into the bizarre and wonderful world of gestational surrogacy. Posts dated 2013 and forward will trend heavily toward that journey. I don't promise everything I write will be about though. There might be other things that sneak in occasionally.

Please come along our journey with us. As the saying goes, "The more, the merrier!"

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

untitled and unedited

a little nervous
about my insides
tonight
they are all confused
tangled 'round
about my feelings
slowly finding me
and even more only doing
their job
to keep me alive
quite likely
there is something
in there I don't
really need
swishing around with
my daily dose of
pills to make sure
of that it confuses
membranes and remberances
that really should be simple
but aren't anymore

and it feels like me
with bones bursting from
skin
and it feels like me
with love aching to
spill
and it feels like me
with needings for only
sleep
and it feel like me
with shoes on
sideways

a little nervous
about my insides tonight
and don't know quite
where it is
that you'll find me
come morning light
but I hope the pills I
I'll have to swallow
will straigten what's
been crooked
and not working
because aching for love in
sideways shoes with
bones too big for my skin
leaves me with needings
for only sleep
and that leaves me
nervous about my insides
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