Since everything started with this flare, each 24-hour period has seemed to last much longer. This flare is different than ones I've experienced in the past. It's different in many ways.
Physically, spiritually, emotionally, relationally, and even in my dealings with medical professionals most of what I'm experience this time around is very different. I cannot explain in one blogg how, why, where and when I have identified and noticed the differences. What I can say however is this; they are there and they are real. Most of them are of God, from God. I could cite specific scriptures, but I am at work and my girls are needing my attention. I just needed to write quickly.
One last thing before I go dance with my girls. Everything has been different I'm different. I have finally decided to start caring about myself. I just wish it didn't have to hurt like it does.
Back in college, in 2004 when blogging was hardly even a thing yet, I was here. Blogging before blogging meant anything to anyone. You can look in the archives for my past writings, but it was much more like a journal in the past. When we started fundraising, I messed around with the idea of launching something new for this new phase of our journey but actually hated that idea. I am a sum of all of my life and so much of it is here already. So I'm keeping it here. At least for now.
My main focus these days is blogging about our newest journey into the bizarre and wonderful world of gestational surrogacy. Posts dated 2013 and forward will trend heavily toward that journey. I don't promise everything I write will be about though. There might be other things that sneak in occasionally.
Please come along our journey with us. As the saying goes, "The more, the merrier!"
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